Monday, November 19, 2012

FEELING

haihhh, 
dark circles are getting darker and darker, 
eye bags are getting bigger and bigger, 
pimples are getting more and more.
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 mood today was like a piece of shit
even though i'm happy with my new life, 
but still.... 
there's something unhappy happened too.
 i found myself, 
hmm
i can't find the real me, 
blah blah blah..
i don't know how to say it, 
only me know the problem. 
always and always emo because of this problem. 
i might look strong, 
but no, 
inner part of me is quite weak, 
can i say super weak?  
everytime when i emo, 
post any status at facebook or tweet at twitter, 
oh yes, 
of course will have some of my friends come to ask me, 
what's wrong with you, 
or something else la. 
i understand that you guys wanted to help me, 
help me to solve the problem that i face. 
i'm happy also when i saw those comfort comments or tweets actually.
and felt touched too. 
hmmm 
but i........
still can't get the feel that i want. 
i also don't know how to explain about that feeling, 
JUST A FEELING
that no one know. 



Monday, November 12, 2012

ARGHHHHH !

不知不觉, 
现在已经要年尾了, 
也是说我semester 1 要结束了。
awwww
真的很舍不得时间过得那么快, 
跟collegemates 也相处得不错, 
尤其是她们
其实认识新朋友(她们), 
感觉嘛... 
很棒, 
有一种说不出的开心, 
天天跟她们窝在一起, 
真的真的, 
很幸福 
:) 
认识她们后, 
开始懂得很多事, 
比如说, 
hmmmmmm. 
以前的我吃东西是不点酱的, 
跟多她们
学会点酱吃东西, 
发现原来那个味道是不一样的, 
好好吃。
-
过了这个sem 1,
我就跟你们不同班了, 
真的真的很舍不得跟你们分开呀, 
虽然还有一个polai陪伴着我, 
但是还是少了一个GANG的感觉。 
呜呜呜, 
你们要想念我啊! 
一定要 
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当然, 
我的旧朋友(中学), 
我没有忘记你们。 
虽然说我常跟我的新朋友一起, 
虽然说可能之前跟你们有什么小误会, 
虽然说跟你们的时间渐渐少了, 
虽然说... 虽然说, 
可是, 
我心里还有你们的, 
我还是有想念你们的, 
我还是有想要跟你们出街吃早午晚餐的, 
你们要相信我。
呵呵, 
我现在在college了嘛, 
新地方, 新环境,
当然也是会有新朋友, 
so你们不要误会我噢 
please please please 
:o
-
aiyo 喂, 
最近一直emo.. 
我不想酱, 
可是就是酱, 
我也不知道啊啊啊啊! 
:( 
I'll try to be happy, 
will try to put a smile on my face,
:3