SEM 1 IS OVER! :(

I DON'T WANT SEM BREAK! 

I DON'T WANT IT JUST END LIKE THIS. 

I'LL MISS EVERYTHING,

EVERYTHING FUN THAT HAPPENED IN COLLEGE! 

EVERYTHING THAT IMPOSSIBLE TO FORGET IN 2012! 

EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BECOME MEMORY IN FUTURE!

EVERYTHING!

WUWUWUWWUWUWW

T.T 

FEELING

haihhh, 

dark circles are getting darker and darker, 

eye bags are getting bigger and bigger, 

pimples are getting more and more.

-

 mood today was like a piece of shit. 

even though i'm happy with my new life, 

but still.... 

there's something unhappy happened too.

 i found myself, 

hmm

i can't find the real me, 

blah blah blah..

i don't know how to say it, 

only me know the problem. 

always and always emo because of this problem. 

i might look strong, 

but no, 

inner part of me is quite weak, 

can i say super weak?  

everytime when i emo, 

post any status at facebook or tweet at twitter, 

oh yes, 

of course will have some of my friends come to ask me, 

what's wrong with you, 

or something else la. 

i understand that you guys wanted to help me, 

help me to solve the problem that i face. 

i'm happy also when i saw those comfort comments or tweets actually.

and felt touched too. 

hmmm 

but i........

still can't get the feel that i want. 

i also don't know how to explain about that feeling, 

JUST A FEELING

that no one know. 

ARGHHHHH !

不知不觉, 

现在已经要年尾了, 

也是说我semester 1 要结束了。

awwww
真的很舍不得时间过得那么快, 

跟collegemates 也相处得不错, 

尤其是她们 ♥

其实认识新朋友(她们), 

感觉嘛... 

很棒, 

有一种说不出的开心, 

天天跟她们窝在一起, 

真的真的, 

很幸福 

:) 

认识她们后, 

开始懂得很多事, 

比如说, 

hmmmmmm. 

以前的我吃东西是不点酱的, 

跟多她们, 

学会点酱吃东西, 

发现原来那个味道是不一样的, 

好好吃。

-

过了这个sem 1,

我就跟你们不同班了, 

真的真的很舍不得跟你们分开呀, 

虽然还有一个polai陪伴着我, 

但是还是少了一个GANG的感觉。 

呜呜呜, 

你们要想念我啊! 

一定要 

-

当然, 

我的旧朋友(中学), 

我没有忘记你们。 

虽然说我常跟我的新朋友一起, 

虽然说可能之前跟你们有什么小误会, 

虽然说跟你们的时间渐渐少了, 

虽然说... 虽然说, 

可是, 

我心里还有你们的, 

我还是有想念你们的, 

我还是有想要跟你们出街吃早午晚餐的, 

你们要相信我。

呵呵, 

我现在在college了嘛, 

新地方, 新环境,

当然也是会有新朋友, 

so你们不要误会我噢 

please please please 

:o

-

aiyo 喂, 

最近一直emo.. 

我不想酱, 

可是就是酱, 

我也不知道啊啊啊啊! 

:( 

I'll try to be happy, 

will try to put a smile on my face,

:3 

FANTASTIC BABYY !

hey peeeeepppppsssssss!

alyssa oi is backkkkkkkk! 

walao, 

almost 2 months didn't update my blog,

my blog is so dead so dead.. 

my dear blog, 

please forgive me. 

well,

how was me recently? 

i can say,

IS FANTASTIC BABY! 

super enjoy my college life,

super love my college life,

super love my college lecturers,

super love my college friends,

only things i dont like is just assignment!

lol

hmmmm, 

especially my new friends,

you will never know how happy am i felt when i met them.

we always had breakfast and lunch together,

we talked very loud to each other at class,

we bought things from net together,

we went to kl grabbed concert tickets together,

we queued together for tickets,

we laughed together insanely all the time,

we ran to times square together to see our idol,

we shouted to each other when saw our kpop idol,

we went the concert together, 

we slept together in my house,

we crazy about kpop together, 

we spent lot of time together. 

#rawrrr oh my.

they're the best. 

seriously!

can we be best friends forever?
hahaaa. 

this is my best moment in 2012 i guess. 

-BUT-

kinda stress too studied art & design,

need to spend a lot of money,

need new ideas all the time,

need to be creative,

need to good in english communicating,

haiyo.

#beat #my #head

and and,

i always compared my art works with others,

seeing my classmates' art works are better than mine,

so emo suddenly.

always asking myself why i can't do it well. 

#arghhhhh
forget about it laaaaa!

just ignored,

because this is my pattern,

failed to change alrdy!

hahahah.
a lot of photos will be uploaded,
see all of em' patiently ya!

me and angeline :)

my ajjuma, Vernice & baby bana, YeeWen !

Together ♥♥

we look like sister ! :D 

 meet my new besta, onion ! ♥ 

 my gang ;-)

 bobo and my dear.
took it 21 sept 2012, 
one day before my birthday :)

superr love this photo ♥

LOW YEE WEN ! <3 font="font" nbsp="nbsp">

we queued together for The One concert's tickets,
WE WANT TO SEE APINK & B1A4 ^^

-29.09.2012-
The One Concert !

love this photo with my ajjuma. 
saranghae :* 

two of em' slept overnight at my house. 

 yesterday's wall painting ! 
my first time :)

With them :)))

We are Group B,
 keep you guys forever in my heart.
actually all these photos are stolen from my friends' camera,
because because,
my camera sudah spoilted eh.
didn't went to fix,
so took it from my friends' camera.
hehee 
this is my recently, 
yea,
it was great,
everything goes smoothly,
appreciated.
thank God,
:)

Busy busy collegeeeeeeee !

Hellllooooo, woah. It been a long time I didn't update my blog, due to my lazyness. Argh, sorry guys :( Okay, going to update about my college life. Last wednesday I just started my first semester, like usual I went together with my chingu, KahEn. Then, the lecturer separated us into two group, A and B. All courses all mixed together in the first semester, so I can together with my interior design's friends for 4 months ! Wohoo :b Well, just one week only, I know all the group B students already, and very friend with the lecturers hahahaa. Maybe........ is I'm too friendly ! #perasan Or I'm too talkactive ! Ermm, I'm very with my college life, just not happy with the assignments. Urgh, there are so many of em. Can't spend too much time on social networks and watching tv alrdy. Duhhhh, there's lot of photos but I forgot the date, nvm. I'll explain it one by one :) 

 My student card ! :D 

 Timetable. 

I got English class too.

That lecturer asked us to do journal.

Everyday somemore ! #urgh

My assignment. 

 My face is getting round and round TT 

Cute ajjuma Vernice ! :*

Outfit of last Sunday. Went to IOI Mall bought the art materials.

 Fuyohhh :b

S-M-I-L-E

 Bought this. Hahaaha my boubui :* 

 My silly dog !

Bought his bubbletea too ! #bubbleteaguy

-Monday-

Went too early to college, 

so walked to Chatime and dabao for my friends :) 

 Meet my friend, Sarah.

And my another one, Zety ! 

Last time we same secondary school before, and 

now we're same class. #fate

My ajjuma, Vernice and ah poh, KahEn. 

 -Wednesday-

 An artist, Boey came to our college to give a talk. 

Bought his book. 

Aww, he's cute and awesome artist ! 

My kawaii WaiPeng :D 

 Had our lunch at kfc.

-Thursday-

My another assignment. 

The triangles so cacat. 

 Group photos ! #finally 

All of em' so lovely. 

We're 3 8 gang ! 

Hahahaaa

Saranghaee :*

 New friend, Mica !

 Pattern banyak ! 

-Recent me- 

I cut my fringe, 

look #likeakid now.
For you guys, 
is this okay? Suit me? :) 
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College life is really best, 

but tiring. 

Especially need to wake up early and went there by bus,

or back home by bus. 

If no place, need to stand all the way.

Urgh, tired -.- 

Then need to spend lot of money too, 

because I'm study art. 

All the materials need money, 

somemore very expensive,

arghh I need a part time job lehy TT

And one more thing is.. 

I miss my secondary gang. 

also such a long time didn't contact and out with them. 

I want to tell them that I still the same,
I didn't change, 

I just very busy with college recently. 

So please don't forget me kay? 

_off_